Friday, March 28, 2014

Life in Pasankeri

I live in a small neighborhood called Pasankeri. Pasankeri lies right on the border between La Paz and El Alto. It's right at the top of the wall that stretches up from the downtown area of La Paz, right before the land flattens out into the mass that is El Alto. While the streets are steep and it can be a chore to get to, either by bus or on foot, I am convinced that I have the most amazing view in the entire city! I can see almost the entire city of La Paz as well as the amazing mountains that surround the city - from Huayna Potosi on the far northwest end to majestic Mt. Illimani on the far southeast end. Clouds often blanket the city in the morning, leaving Pasankeri deep within the thickness or sometimes above the clouds, which creates the most amazing sensation of living amongst the snow-covered peaks. Pictures do little justice to the views that I see everyday. You'll just have to come see with your own eyes someday!






My apartment is a small, basic 3 bedroom place. The bathroom is huge. The kitchen and my bedroom have amazing views. None of the bedrooms have flooring, just concrete. The rest of the place is tiled. It's one floor below the street level, but because of the steep slopes, I still have awesome views. But there are no windows on the uphill side of the apartment. Most of my furniture and house stuff was left to me by a previous missionary that left shortly before I arrived. Huge blessing! I have a gas oven and stove. Gas is super cheap, but I have to buy it by the tank, which can be a bit of a hassle. I don't have a microwave, but I'm pretty ok with that. I have a little mini-fridge for perishables, but my kitchen is almost at fridge temperature! I don't have hot water. I boil water for drinking. My shower is heated by a small electric heater inside of the shower head. It works pretty well, but fluctuating water pressure means that I constantly need to adjust the flow to keep the temperature right. I wash my clothes by hand. I really hated it at first, but I've gotten into a rhythm now and don't mind too much. I wash once a week and it takes me about 1.5-2 hours. I bought a metal rack to hang my clothes on inside, since I don't like to risk hanging my clothes outside during rainy season while I'm at work or out of the house all day. I buy food at three different places. There are several small corner stores in my neighborhood where I buy bread and eggs and other small things. I buy my produce at a large market in El Alto where women set up their own stands with the produce that they have to sell. I also buy some dry goods at this market. I buy dairy and other random household items at the new super market in El Alto - Hipermaxi. I don't have internet in my apartment. But I do get good cell service, so one of my bosses sold me his USB modem. It works off of cell antenna signal and you buy credit via text messages in different packages of MBs. It works surprisingly well! Also - I have one roommate. She is Bolivian, grew up in the northern department of Beni. She just turned 20 and is studying gastronomy. It's always a challenge and an adventure to live with someone new. The fun thing as that we are both super goofy, love Jesus, and tend to play hard, especially on the soccer field.






I get to my house either by bus (called a micro) or by trufi (a collective taxi with a set route). I often opt for the micro because it's cheaper and it makes me feel closer to the people. But the trufi is definitely faster and more comfortable. One of the most frustrating parts of living in my neighborhood is the transportation. There is not nearly enough public transportation, especially during rush hour and late at night. A few days ago I walked up the main drag of downtown looking for my bus, but it never came. So I walked all the way back to the other side of downtown to find a trufi. The trufi line was huge and the sidewalk was all torn up. I ended up waiting in that line for almost an hour until I realized that the "real" trufi line had been moved a block over. I was so upset that I started to cry and I even verbally expressed by frustration to one of the trufi drivers and other people in the trufi line. My biggest pet peeve here is when taxis or minibuses pull up to offer rides to the people waiting in the trufi line. But for some reason they always pull up in the middle or end of the line. People sprint, push, and shove to get in the vehicle and cheat all the people ahead of them in line. I try to avoid using these cheater vehicles, by principle, because I think it's so unfair! I eventually made it home that night, after 2.5 hours battling with the ridiculous public transportation system. The next day someone reminded me that it was Father's day the previous day, so most of the drivers were probably out celebrating... i.e. drinking. :-/


I also wanted to share about a few of the interesting and unique aspects of living in Pasankeri. The main road through the neighborhood is paved, but most of the other roads, including mine, are cobblestone. I would call Pasankeri a lower middle class area, but it's definitely growing and changing rapidly. Many families are expanding their homes (upward) and the city has invested good money in the neighborhood to improve streets, utilities, etc., making it a "barrio de verdad" or a "real neighborhood". There is quite a bit of traditional culture in the neighborhood. Many of my older neighbors speak Aymara. Neighborhood associations are very involved in the welfare of the people and property of Pasankeri. From one of the community center buildings, neighborhood leaders often make announcements over a loud speaker about community meetings and things to be looking out for. Lately, the neighborhood has been buzzing about a suspicious white vehicle that has been connected to a recent robbery. I loved what one of the leaders said over the loud speaker last week, "we need to be good neighbors to one another and knowing your neighbors and communicating with each other is the best way to control crime in Pasankeri." Oh, and one thing that is interesting about my neighborhood is the hanging dummies that you will find about every block. The used to creep me out a little bit, but now they actually bring me a sense of security. The dummies are supposed to represent people that have been hanged for stealing. And yes, communities on the outskirts of La Paz as well as all through El Alto often take the discipline of criminals into their own hands, hanging or burning criminals caught in the act. It shows that communities are aware and involved in issues that affect them, but also shows how little faith is put into the criminal justice system here in Bolivia... and sadly, it's probably justified. Finally, one of the things that I love about Pasankeri and La Paz in general are the amazing murals! The one pictured below is my favorite one in Pasankeri! One last thing... the exciting news around La Paz is that there is a huge gondola system under construction to connect the cities of El Alto and La Paz. The first of the three lines is set to open to the public next month! The second line to open will start pretty close to Pasankeri. I walked over to check out the construction process a couple of weeks ago. Can't wait to try it out! That's all for now. I hope this post helps you understand more about my day-to-day life here in Bolivia!






Thursday, March 27, 2014

Cultivating Joy!

I gave my first staff devotional yesterday on the theme of JOY. The ironic thing about it was that I had not been feeling very joyful over the last week or so, but I think this fact made the message even more powerful. And God loves to demonstrate his strength in the midst of our weakness.

The Lord began to bring up the theme of joy for me a few weeks ago, focusing especially on the verse from Nehemiah - "...for the joy of the Lord is your strength" (Neh 8:10b). But then I started to wonder how I could become a more joyful person. How can I tangibly make an effort to cultivate a spirit of joy in my life? Don't get me wrong... most people in my life would say that I am very outgoing and joyful, but that doesn't always translate to my relationship with God, which can tend to be very serious and somber.

After some good reflection time, I came up with 3 things that I would like to practice regularly in order to cultivate more joy in my life. 1 - Express gratitude. 2 - Remember God's faithfulness. 3 - Recognize God's character. In response to these three things, I have decided to retake my practice of the Daily Examen at the end of every day. And be sure to remember the Lord's unchanging character and his faithful presence throughout my life.

For those of you that speak Spanish, here's my devotional written out. ;)

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Devocional - Gozo

Debido a la realidad de nuestro trabajo, puede ser fácil enfocar mucho en la opresión y el sufrimiento con que enfrentamos cada día.

Durante el retiro regional, practicamos la disciplina de lamento. Era muy impactante porque era una oportunidad para descargar el peso del ministerio. Podíamos ser honestos con Dios sobre nuestro quebrantamiento. Y eso sí es importante y ayuda en sanar nuestras heridas.

Hoy quiero hablar de otra disciplina que también es muy importante en nuestro caminar con Dios. Y esa disciplina es GOZO. Es muy fácil para mi enfocarme mucho en mi trabajo y en mis propias luchas con el pecado. Dentro de este ritmo, puedo llegar a ser una persona muy seria y olvido de la esperanza que tenemos en Dios.

En Nehemías, dice: “No se entristezcan, porque la alegría del Señor es la fortaleza de Uds.”

Isaías 61:1-3

Cuando Dios empezó a hablarme de gozo hace unas semanas, estaba un poco confundida. No entendí como cultivar un espíritu de gozo en mi vida. Aunque parece ser una cosa sencilla, no es tan fácil como presionar un botón y decidir ser una persona llena de gozo.

Como soy ingeniera y INTJ, soy una persona muy lógica y siempre me gusta seguir un proceso para llegar a un fin. Obviamente, la vida espiritual no existe solamente en formularios y procesos, pero creo que podemos usar algunos ritmos y procesos para acercarnos mas a Dios. Entonces, reflejando mas en el tema de gozo y como cultivarlo en mi vida diaria, he llegado a 3 cosas. 1 – Expresar gratitud. 2 – Recordar la fidelidad de Dios. 3 – Reconocer el carácter de Dios. Hoy vamos a reflejar en estas 3 cosas para cultivar gozo y recordar la esperanza que tenemos en Dios.

Primero, quiero que todos pensemos en las bendiciones de Dios en nuestras vidas actuales – desde las cosas mas básicas hasta las mas grandes. Y aparte, quiero que pensemos en la obra de Dios en lo largo de nuestras vidas. ¿Donde has visto la mano de Dios en tu vida y la vida de tu familia? ¿Cuáles eventos o milagros prueban el poder y la fidelidad de Dios para ti? Vamos a tomar 5 minutos para reflejar y escribir.

Ahora, quiero que practiquemos la tercera cosa juntos. Vamos a tomar unos minutos para adorar al Señor por quien es. Yo puedo iniciar la oración y después quiero que todos nombremos las características de nuestro Dios.

Antes de empezar, quería leer el Salmo 30 para darles un poco de inspiración.


Quería terminar la devocional con una fiesta de baile… pero para que nadie se sienta incómodo, tal vez podemos cantar. ¿Alguien tiene una canción en su mente que quiere cantar para terminar?

Friday, March 14, 2014

Regional Retreat


At the end of January we had our Word Made Flesh regional retreat here in Bolivia. It was a really beautiful time of community and rest and play.

The teaching during the retreat came out of the book of Revelations. I was a little nervous when I heard what book we would be studying, but I thoroughly enjoyed the teaching. We focused on three different themes - Lament, Confession, and Prayer. All three of the themes were amazing and I got so much out of each - especially since we promptly put each of them into practice. Our practice of Lament was especially amazing. Some of the staff that have been on the field for many years had some heavy emotions and experiences, which several shared through a personal Psalm recited before the group. I didn't have anything incredibly heavy, but I definitely felt the need to lament being far from my family. This year missing Christmas and birthdays has been really rough and it's even harder to think that this is the new normal. But I am so thankful to have a loving God that listens to my lament and cries along with me. And I am thankful to have a clear call to ministry and fulfilling work to do here in Bolivia.

It was so good to be with "fleshies" from all over South America. Our new Global Director also joined us from the States. He encouraged us to become a family rather than a community. Authentic love and support is what will allow us to succeed and continue in the difficult work we do all around the globe. While it was easy to feel an instant connection with my WMF family, it was so hard to say goodbye and know that it will probably be another 3 years until we meet again.